He loves me ❤

se que desde hace tiempo me has venido pidiendo que te escriba una carta.
y pues ya es la hora.
las palabras puede que se queden cortas o mas bién es mi incapacidad de exteriorizar mis sentimientos.
e cambiado mucho en estos ultimos años cosas para bien y muchas otras para mal.
en lo personal siento que no e echo lo suficiente para ti y a diario me cuestiono el por que sigues a mi lado. tratando de vivir una vida mas simple y comprensible donde yo conozco y comprendo todo simplifique y destrui muchas cosas.
me a tomado tiempo pero creo ahora comprender lo equivocado que e estado.
la soberbia me blindo los ojos me cerre a los sentimientos por lo difícil que es controlarlos pero al final lo que es natural simplemente sigue su curso y no puedo seguir asi. e deformado mi forma de ser e tratado aparentar una persona segura e intocable pero estoy muy lejos de ser eso.
pero sabes es mejor no ser así.
aceptarse como persona cometer errores, sentir amar tener miedo entre otras cosas es lo que nos define como personas.
y al tratar de ocultar todo eso me e convertido en algo que no soy.
la persona linda y cariñosa que era antes la sepulte debajo de todo lo que e mencionado.
no esperes un cambio mágico y rapido en mi pero si quiero que sepas que me haz echo sentir mucha paz y felicidad estos últimos días.
te amo Alejandra Perdóname sinceramente por rodos los desplantes y groserías que te e echo con o sin razón mo tienen justificación.
gracias por luchar tanto por esta relación por permanecer a mi lado a pesar de todo.
estoy decidido a luchar por ti y tener como prioridad tu felicidad y seguridad "suena a comercial de seguros para autos xD"
me siento contento otra vez, me siento alegre y feliz y todo es gracias a ti ❤
te amo muchísimo Alejandra 😘❤ gracias por escojerme a mi ❤⚘

Fourshan

...Anonymous
02/06/17(Mon)13:36:32 No.7245504

>>7245093 #
agree that it was a little strange at first, but it was awesome and I don't feel strange at all about it. I've had a couple fucks with one girl in particular that count as noncon.

first time it happened was when I thought we were going to break up, so I was less committed to her enjoying sex and more interested in just getting what I wanted. she was always into sex being a little rough, she liked having me hold her hair and stuff, so it wasn't a huge leap at first when I was kind of rough with her. I had her on her tummy from behind and this time I was kind of angry at her for being a bitch and probably dumping me soon, so I started pulling her head back by her hair a lot harder than usual. She resisted and actually fought with me, and I ended up dropping her hair but grabbing both of her wrists and holding them up against her back with most of my weight on them. I had my legs inside hers, so she was really truly unable to do anything but yell at this point. 

She started fighting back really seriously, probably as hard as she could, but she's a small girl and I was on top of her so she didn't have any leverage. When I realized she was actually struggling, I got really into it. I kept her like that until I nutted in her. She was kind of half-crying the entire time, and I knew I had to be hurting her. She definitely responded, though. I'm not sure if part of her liked what I was doing or if it was just a physical response. I was going at her with everything and I was hard as nails, so who knows. Like I said, she liked it rough normally, but I know the difference between sexy struggling and what she was doing. 

We didn't break up, turns out. We didn't talk for awhile after that, though. There have been a few other times when things crossed the line, usually triggered by relationship troubles, but that one was the most memorable because I hadn't done it before. Super sexy, I get horny thinking about it sometimes, zero regrets.